i’ve never been more uncomfortable in my life.
the men in my “family” and such, i guess, [both my half sister’s long term male partners, a dad’s work friend] are outside being sexist, drinking, doing “man stuff”. talking about man stuff.
the women are inside making nice, coloring eggs, watching babies, cooking and acting like we like each other.
my mother isn’t like herself, probably very anxious. my father is enjoying other men around, even though he isn’t as disgusting as them.
everyone is ignoring me, so i’m left to observe this fucking mockery of normalcy.
and i’m disgusted.